melancholyWhen Manning was asked about being drafted first he actually said "This is a great day for the NFL." I wish that Aaron had been there for that classic football player dumb quote moment. We got a ton of mileage out of Jake Delhomme being asked "Jake Delhomme you're in the Super Bowl, what up with that?" and of course the Joe Namath debacle.
Geordi is a great kid. Kinda like the younger brother I never had. He's a 6'1" and 235 lb football prospect now but to me he's still 7. We had fun, and he made me feel really fucking old.
I didn't get sufficient amounts of work done today but that's normal. I'm still sick.
Sometimes I feel like I'm a talented person with a bright future but most of the time I feel like a pretender who will be a struggling nobody or a corporate drone all his life and will never have a meaningful relationship with anyone, let alone a female.
It's not that I don't like myself, it's that I don't believe it's possible for others to like me or my work.
