Here there be monsters (socratic) wrote,
Here there be monsters

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I am an Anti-Social animal

Wow I certainly have been writing a lot in the journal recently. I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because my mom's coming home soon and I'm trying to get as much out there as possible before I close up again. Maybe it's because I'm bored. Maybe I'm reaching out because I get so few responses in this journal and I want contact with fulfilling people.

Today Paul and Gabe showed up at my door banging away demanding to be let in so we could do something. I made them go away. I made them go away because I was in a filthy shirt that was full of sweat and because I hate being imposed upon and invaded without fornotice via telephone.

I made them go away because I didn't want to see them. I DID NOT WANT TO SEE THEM.

What kind of lonely person doesn't want to see people? I didn't want to see them because they are boring and inane when combined and because Paul has made me very angry recently.

I don't really want to see anyone right now. I like being alone.

Alone is good

Why did I make them go away? No wonder I have no friends.

The sick thing is that I'm glad they left. They were a burdan.

I'm so fucking schizo.
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