Here there be monsters (socratic) wrote,
Here there be monsters

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Game over man. Game over.

Well. I am going to withdraw. After talking it over with a friend and looking at the requirements for applying to the Master's program, it doesn't seem to be worth it to stick with these classes, where I'm not guaranteed straight As and it will cost me $10,000, money that seems like play money right now but that could be turned into anything from a car to rent in grad school to...whatever. Plus I'm not going to feel good about the semester after laying down the cash, AND there's the fact that summer courses just aren't as good as normal courses. Worst comes to worse I can always spend the same or less in the fall for better instruction.

Instead I'm going to try to get an internship and learn on the job. That will be good for me in some ways, to get out there into the real world and do some work, even if thanks to my Mother's stupidity I won't be getting paid. She's proof that academics just don't get the world. I don't claim to be Mr. common sense, but I know that you don't volunteer to work free unless you're asked and you check the length of your lease before you consider whether to sign it or not.

This was, unexpected. I can't say that I'm happy about the outcome, but I'm going to deal with it. I wish this was a better entry but to tell the truth at the moment I'm feeling a bit too ambiguously about the whole situation to put down a reasonable analysis of what I think. It's going to be a brave new world. This isn't an ending or even really a roadblock. It's a detour, and it might even get me where I want to go faster. But I'm off the map now, and the scenery is unfamiliar. It's an odd feeling
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