December 29th, 2006


Cannot to sleep

I have insomnia for the first time in a long time. I think it's due to anxiety and depression. It's not particularly fun.
In an attempt to use some of this waking time I packed up my CDs to move to the new place (I'm at my mom's house for complex reasons, and I've been weeding through 24 years worth of crap that must be moved into a space about 1/4 as big) This is always depressing because the cases are mangled and none of the CDs is in the right sleeve.

For example There's a Nine Inch Nails CD and one from Rage Against the Machine in the sleeve from Jimmy Buffett's greatest hits.

So taste could be considered eclectic.

I think I must have put them like that after listening to bugfish's Rage Against Jimmy Buffett mashup, but I don't know where Nine Inch Nails comes into the equation. I should just chuck the cases and get a massive binder. That's what I should do.

Haha, you can't catch me in reality

You ever have a dream where you've committed some horrible crime, like a triple rape of some sorority girls, and now the cops are on to you and you have no way out and you're about to get your comeuppance...

And then you wake up.

I never know quite how to feel. On the one hand I'm glad that I'm escaping punishment. On the other I feel like this is a gross miscarriage of justice. Then I realize that I didn't actually DO anything, I'm INNOCENT, and I feel free because of that. Then I realize that I just dreamed of committing horrible acts...and I worry.