The writing process goes okay, but I definitely need something more in my life at this point. Being caught up in this apartment all day hammering out text in front of a computer screen is making me go just a little bit loony and a whole lot cranky. On the other hand my habits have improved significantly, I no longer keep the TV on while I write unless I'm watching a specific movie for a specific purpose and I've found some calmer music to listen to that helps me focus. Right now I'm going with Bob Marley and some Christmas music from Bing Crosby and Chris Isaak (Two of the scripts are Christmas based, so it's appropriate.)
I finished my short script today. It clocked in at 17.5 pages. It's okay, nothing special to be sure but I think with some revisions it'll be competent enough and it's probably shootable with fairly minimal expenditures. What I'm happy about is that I actually managed to complete it. It was something I was doing essentially for myself and I hammered it out over the course of a few days. That's a significant change. For a very long time I've been talking about all the writing I've intended to do and how I just need to write. Now I'm actually sitting down and writing. It's a satisfying feeling. The script is entitled "We Fix Lamps." It's horror. That's about all I feel like saying about it.
I realize that my journal has suffered significantly over the past month or so, and I've dropped like 4-5 readers because of it. That's not a problem for me. I used it as a transitional format for a long time, something to get me writing without having to write on faith alone (A post gets feedback immediately, a script might not be seen by another eye EVER). I feel more comfortable doing work on my own now and more of my ideas and energy are being poured into that. This journal is reverting to its initial purpose, which is a way to communicate with my shrink about my week and get my emotions and thoughts recorded so I can look back and have a concrete sample of what I was thinking of a year ago or two years ago and thus look at my progress. I'm very excited about all this.
Excited, and tired.