Maybe I'm just getting old.
I've been doing a lot of writing lately, and while none of it's been good it's been consistently getting better, which is pretty outstanding in and of itself. One of the things I've been learning is how to get in and out of scenes quickly. I have a tendency to try to make scenes "real" and include a lot of filler in with the actually important parts of it (The gags or plot relevant dialog/action) because that's the way people actually talk. As it turns out that tends to create scenes with a lot of drag in them and saggy middles. While I'm not convinced that the Hollywood style "Cut it to the bone" style is the best, for a bunch of reasons (A) It doesn't give viewers time to reflect and think about what's going on on-screen, which mutes the impact of a lot of what you can do B) It's sometimes best to shoot or write longer and trim it down rather than doing it the other way around, and others) I do want to be writing and shooting things that don't bore and lose the attention of the audience needlessly. Looking back at the longer script I wrote there are areas that I definitely need to take the scalpel to. In truth I've sort of stagnated on writing that, partially because of those earlier problems and partially because I'm not SURE where I'm going at the moment. On the other hand I have been working on shorts that I could actually shoot with the resources I have available, and that's been pretty rewarding. I'm teaching myself something about structure and timing and a lot of other important aspects of writing, so I'm comfortable doing that for a time. It won't be making me money any time soon, but a couple good short scripts could get me in to film schools so there might be material rewards along with the process and the learning.
The most important thing, in my estimation, is that I'm writing. This was a goal I set for myself about a year ago, to write everyday, and achieving it feels pretty great. I'm not writing as much or as well as I'd like, but I'm writing, and the other stuff will come. I'm glad that I can still develop productive habits with enough willpower. That means everything to me right now.
I haven't been using my cellphone, and I lost it for about a week. As it turns out the Israeli MBA came back into town and had called me seeing if I wanted to catch a flick or something. I missed the messages and I would've actually liked to see the Aviator with him. Without my even knowing it the Cellphone has infiltrated my life.
DAMN YOU VERIZON! DAMN YOU WIDELY AVAILABLE CELLULAR TECHNOLOGY.
I got lonely tonight for the first time in a very long time. I'm watching this terrible movie, called "Ring of Darkness", which as it turns out is targeted at closet homosexuals who want to look at muscular male bodies while pretending to look at busty women (I'm watching it to learn about bad movies and how to avoid their mistakes, not because I'm a...oh forget it.) Anyway, there's nobody here to mock it to, and it is so amazingly mockable. It makes me sad. I mean it's a movie about an undead boy band that features a character named Gordo McSteel. GORDO MCSTEEL!!!!! It also features Ryan Starr, who has an unbelievable body and the acting abilities of half-cooked penne. You aren't sure whether you want her to show up on screen so you can stare at her abs and phenomenal chest or not because you really don't want to deal with her 3rd grade level dialog recitation. It's a movie that begs to be watched with others. I'm watching it alone. *sigh*