Here there be monsters (socratic) wrote,
Here there be monsters

At home at home

I'm at home.

My old home.

I don't feel comfortable in the new one, and even though I'm paying a huge amount of money to be able to live there I find that I don't want to sleep there. Not tonight.

Maybe this was a mistake.

Maybe I just need to get some stuff in there (I would be more inclined to go if I had internet and/or a chair to sit in)

I don't know.

But for tonight I will be lying on my old bed and ceding the new place to my roommate, who I have had a lot of friction with and who plans to bring a young lady home for sex tonight.

I don't want to be there. I don't really feel comfortable here. Truth be told I just want to cuddle up with gingerdevotion and go to sleep, but she's not here either. I don't know what to do.

In the grand scheme of things this night won't be particularly important. No one night is. But right now it weighs heavy on my mind. I feel like I should be there. I'd rather be here. Anywhere I go, I sleep alone.

At least I have my music. Here.

There we don't even have a fucking clock, let alone an MP3 player.
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