This also gives me hope for the future when I'm actually working at a job because I tend to be happy when I'm producing something of value or providing a meaningful service. I feel important and people react to me well and I have a great time. Maybe I should volunteer for some more stuff, but the thing is that I hate just being another pair of hands. I like it when I'm intellectually stimulated and challanged and when I have unique or special skills that can be put to use rather than just being a warm body in the crowd. That's why soup kitchening never really appealed to me. I'd join a big brother program except I'd make a pretty lousy big brother, not preparing most kids for the kind of lives they want to lead but instead suggesting intellectualism and moralism as the paths that they should follow.
Anyway I have a paper due tomorrow but it's just a 2 pager so it shouldn't be much of a problem. I should get started soon though. Later. I'm happy for once though. This is nice. Viva La Volunerism! N stuff