Here there be monsters (socratic) wrote,
Here there be monsters

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Semi-Charmed kinda life

Wow. For the first time in I don't know how long everything just snapped back into focus. I was listening to "Semi-Charmed Kinda life" and suddenly it was like time slowed down. I could hear every lyric perfectly and make out the pauses and annunciations between them. When I was younger I used to be able to understand lyrics that other people couldn't because I could carefully seperate and parse them in my brain even though they were flying by. It was like I was just moving one speed faster than most of those around me. Recently that has vanished and although my processing is still strong that sort of time-slowing ability has been gone. Right now it feels like it is back. I don't know if it's the zone or just an illusion or just a moment of clarity but it feels great. Hell if I can maintain this level of focus and concentration for extended It would really improve my cognitive abilities, perhaps boost them back to where they used to be. That would rock. Of course it's PROBABLY just a matter of perception and not even related to reality but at least I can feel it right now one more time. That's meaningful to me and gives hope that it might return in the future.


Okay I sound crazy I know, but I don't care.
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