Here there be monsters (socratic) wrote,
Here there be monsters

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I feel useless, worthless, pathetic, stupid, shitty, etc... and I don't know why. I guess it must be because I AM.

Depression doesn't even begin to cover the complete dearth of self worth that I feel at this moment. I wish someone would put me in a sack and dump me in the east river to drown slowly and excruciatingly painfully.

I hate myself right now, I truthfully and passionatly despise everything about me from my unkempt hair, to my slow unempathetic brain to my flabby pale body. I wish there was some sort of cosmic eraser that could remove every trace of myself from this world retroactively, rebuilding reality the way it would be if I had never been excreted into it.

Listening to cheerful music is not making me feel any better.

All that being said, I can't stand to see the words that I type, so th-th-that's all folks.
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