I don't know why I can't focus until things are falling apart around me. I don't know why I put myself through all the drama and angst every semester at the end before turning in a decent performance by the skin of my teeth. I don't know how much longer I can keep it up.
I have to start worrying before I can get down to business and I NEED to get down to business. Meeting tomorrow with Derrick to go over his stuff should help somewhat as should the Statistics review session on thursday but I need to find the inner strength to buckle down BEFORE the last minute shit hits.
Gah. It's just so tough to get that burst of energy when the deadline's far off and you're tired and...
No excuses. Tomorrow I get work DONE. It's time for me to shit or get off the pot this semester. And the seat's heated so I'm not going anywhere.